Sunday, March 28, 2010

torn to the iris

I feel as if there is so much commotion in my life i need to get away. I need to run away from it to reevaluate how i can deal with my problems and emotions. But is it the right thing to do? Is it the right thing to be stranded and feel overwhelm?? Running away never seems like the right option or even just hiding the emotions, which i mostly do. In a sense, hiding emotions is like suppressing the subconscious yet people and i do it because we do not want to deal with the emotions and pain. I think that is the problem everyone deals with innately. We tend to run away, a better solution, to the problem instead of sticking through it while feeling stranded. One solution i find is that maybe a person needs to endure and express their emotions and problems. After, resolving the problem then maybe they should reward themselves and evaluate their actions by taking a trip to contemplate, like a sort of a two to three day so called sabbatical.
Yet, this solution can only work for a limited time if the problem is still recurring. How can a person solve a problem which is being repeated?? I think it is so difficult to stop a problem like this because it is as if it is interwoven in a person thoughts or so called values of influence. Meaning the value of influence is like a person who is so part of your life yet you hate and love them at the same time. That no matter how much you say your going to change you still regress back that is called history.
Think of it on a wider scale these sort of problems reoccur during interactions with different countries...
This is just a thought...

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